Last night I had a terrible dream. I dreamt that I got a zero in my final presentation!!! The reason was I didn't show up on time. At first, I was in a happy mood because we had a very very big party on campus. All the students in EAP were there eating and chatting. By the way, the food was paid by the university...... I was only a little late when I got there (only a little late). I saw Ivy, Helen, Jack, David... I put my bag beside them and then went to get some food. However, there were lots of people waiting to get food. It seemed only 5 or6 student were in the line, but I had wait more than half an hour. Jen was late too, and she kept accompany with me until I got my food. After we all got food, it was 12:00 (when I left Ivy, it was 10:00)!!! When I went back, I found that there were full of students and they sat around a big table in the party. Fortunately, Ivy kept a seat for me.(*^^*) But... as soon as I sat down, Ivy told me that the presentation had already begun!!!!! I was so worried and looked at Jen. She told me my name was at the last of teacher's list. Then I turned back to Ivy, and asked her whether the teacher had called me. She said very very clearly "YES". I knew I was ruined... Suddenly the teachers (there were suddenly appeared three teachers and they were not EAP teachers) said:"this is the longest break, you can do whatever you want." Then I realized that this was the third break already and it was lunch time...... I took out my food, my classmates near me were very happy because their food had been eaten and they didn't need to go and get food again-- I got a lot of food...However, I didn't want to eat at all. I just sat and looked at something I didn't know...... (woke up)

I don't know why I always dreamt I was late for school, especially before a big exam. But fortunately, usually I can pass it if I dream that. I felt very tired when I woke up......

We've just finished our last class this semester but I don't feel very excited. On the contrary, my brain is blank at all. I don't know what to think even tomorrow I have a presentation. I even don't feel nervous because I'm too...... nervous. This semester is almost done. Whenever a semester is going to be done, I always feel a little excited because I can play a lot after the final exam. When I was in Grade 12, I had the same situation. There wasn't any class in one month before the university entrance exam. Though we went to class everyday like usual, we almost didn't study at all...... just like the situation now.

I took a nap as soon as I went home, I really don't know what to do. I don't want to think about the presentation, I don't want to think about the final exam...... I was like a ghost... Then I took a shower to drive away the ghost.

I'm afraid that my brain will become blank again. If so, I will fail the exam. frustrated...... I can't think more about the school.... I think I need a sleep... I wish tomorrow is another sunny day!! Hurry up!! Hurry up!!

Time flies

My family have already been here for one month. Time goes so fast!! The day I came here seems just like yesterday. Everything seems so usual that I even don't feel I'm in a foreign country. When I took c-train this morning, I suddenly found that there are many people with different color eyes. If I was in China now, I must feel so strange and uncomfortable. However, almost nothing makes me feel like a foreigner now. I think I can get used to the new environment during this year. Sometimes when I think about that I have been here for one year, I miss my friends and relatives in China very much. During this year, the most question I have heard should be "do you like it here" or "what do you think of Canada". My answers are always "Yes, I like it". In fact, I don't like the environment here at first because I miss my hometown so much. But during the daily life, I like here more and more. Maybe because of the studying, I have less time to think about other things.

Today our lovely teacher came back. We are all very very happy!! He also brought us shirts. I thought he would bring us some little things. haha But there are only a few days left before the final exam. It always makes me upset when I think about the final exam. I can't believe the writing exam comes this Friday. I'm also worried whether I can pass the exam. It makes more and more nervous. I wish I can finish it as soon as possible......